During meditation, I heard (“Ok now GO!” like my higher self was giving me a full-body green light. This is not a journal entry but a sacred spell being cast).
Personal Finance:
Queen of Cups
You are emotionally intelligent, intuitive, and probably more generous than is financially safe. You give to people who are spiritually bankrupt but emotionally persuasive. She is a beautiful card, but she whispers, “Stop leaking coins out of empathy.”
The High Priestess
You know what’s up. Deep down, you already feel the shifts around your money. You have a quiet power with resources—but maybe you second-guess your gut. This card says, trust yourself. Your instincts with money are better than you let on.
The Empress
Abundance! Creation! This is Venus energy. You have something fertile growing, something you have built (or are about to). It could be creative work, caregiving, or a literal garden — whatever it is, it has VALUE. You are the source. But it needs nurturing and boundaries to thrive.
Five of Swords
This one is tricky. This card often shows manipulative wins, short-term gains, or moral dissonance. Either someone is taking from you (under the guise of peace), or you are trying to avoid a fight that needs to be had. Be wary of one-sided agreements or people who conveniently forget what they owe you.
Five of Pentacles
This is the warning bell. Scarcity, fear of poverty, abandonment by those you helped. It could be the shadow of your past influencing how you handle finances now — like hoarding, over-giving, or underselling yourself out of guilt or fear.
In Summary:
You are leading with intuition, empathy, and deep inner knowing — but the battlefield around money has been littered with manipulation, scarcity, and energy leaks. The Queen, Priestess, and Empress are powerful feminine forces saying: you already know what to do, but you need to trust yourself fully. Not emotionally. Energetically. Financial trauma lives in the body. Your challenge is not logic—it is worthiness.
You have likely over-given, over-shared, or over-accommodated. And people have taken. That is the Five of Swords & Pentacles combo: the wound of “there is never enough,” or “I am always left empty.” Time to unlearn that. You are not poor. You have just been emotionally taxed by financial betrayal or imbalance.
You possess a powerful spiritual wealth and intuitive knowing around value — but that is bumping into past wounds (being left out in the cold when you gave everything). There is a shift underway where you take ownership of your ability to generate wealth and abundance, rather than begging for it or giving it away.
You might be on the edge of something sustainable—but only if you protect your own resources like you would protect someone else’s.
Ask yourself: Where am I still giving out of obligation instead of alignment?
✨ Your Money Truth: I am not an emergency fund for people who are struggling.
Health:
Six of Pentacles
This card is about balance, giving and receiving. So when it shows up in a health reading — it could mean you have been either overextending your energy (probably yes 👀) or struggling to receive care or support. Your body might be asking for more reciprocity.
Are you only in “give” mode?
When was the last time you let someone truly help you?
Four of Pentacles
This is the card of holding tight. Sometimes it is financial — but here? It feels physical and emotional. You may be clenching, bracing, or guarding. It could be tension in the body — especially the gut, jaw, and shoulders. It also suggests a fear of letting go. (Letting go of control. Letting go of needing to be “fine.” Letting someone in.)
The Hierophant
A traditional card. It screams routine, discipline, systems, even ancestral or medical wisdom. It might be nudging you to return to (or create) a more structured health practice—but one that is rooted in truth and healing, not just rules. Maybe it is a spiritual tradition or a trusted method that you have let slip? Perhaps you are still carrying others’ “rules” about health that do not work for your body.
Ten of Wands
Carrying everything. Alone. This is burnout. It could be literal (you are exhausted), or that you are storing stress in your body—chronic tension, adrenal fatigue, migraines, pain? Your body is waving the little red flag. “Put it down,” it is saying. Delegate. Cry. Ask for a goddamn break.
The Fool
Ah, the blessed wild card. The Fool appears when you are either ready to fall apart (or ready to begin again). She is not reckless—she believes that possibility exists. It is a fresh start energy. A new approach. Trusting that you do not need all the answers yet—you need the first breath, the first step.
In Summary:
This is the body as a burden carrier, especially for others’ weight. You are learning to balance giving with receiving (Six of Pentacles), but also gripping onto safety mechanisms (Four of Pentacles) that might not serve you anymore.
The Hierophant says: structure, tradition, ritual. You might benefit from more routine—but it needs to be one you bless yourself, not one imposed by guilt.
Ten of Wands is the chronic “doing it all” syndrome. The Fool? Permission to drop the bags and run. Health here is not just physical—it is energetic. Who and what are you carrying that does not belong to you?
You are holding so much, and your body wears it. You give and give, but you struggle to let go — of control, of burdens, of the need to have it all held together.
The Hierophant says: reconnect to something sacred. The Fool says: Now begin again, lighter. This is your turning point. You are not broken, but you are overfull.
Where does your body feel most tight or overburdened right now?
✨ Your Body Truth: I am not a beast of burden. My health matters more than someone else’s comfort.
Spiritual Journey:
Nine of Cups
Wishes, desires, emotional fulfilment—but solo. It is the “I have come far and built a lot on my own” card. Spiritually, this might show how much you have grown internally, independently. You have earned your peace. But… is there a quiet voice saying, “Is this all there is?”
Four of Cups
Ah, the classic “meh.” You have outgrown something (or someone) emotionally or spiritually, and while you are being offered something new (a path, a calling, a nudge)… You might be too tired or jaded to see it. You are not ungrateful—you are disenchanted. Like: “Cool, universe. Another vague opportunity wrapped in nonsense? Pass.”
But… maybe peek in the cup anyway?
Seven of Swords
Hello, sneaky clarity. This is the card of hidden truths, self-deception, or carrying something that does not belong to you. Spiritually? You may be shedding beliefs, roles, or stories that were never yours — especially beliefs about your identity, worth, or path. It is the “I stole these swords because I thought I needed them. Now I realise… I do not.”
Also, are you playing it small and pretending not to know what you know to make others more comfortable?
Queen of Swords
She is your higher self. Direct and wise, no-bullshit truth-teller. You have stepped (or are stepping) into your intellectual and emotional discernment. She uses pain as data. She does not let others gaslight her.
Spiritually, this says: your path now demands truth—even if it stings.
Even if this requires you to walk alone.
Ace of Swords
AMEN. This is the lightning bolt. New mental clarity. A shift in mindset. An epiphany. It slices through fog, delusion, and noise. Spiritually, this might be your moment of: “Oh. I get it now.” This is when you name the thing you have been dancing around.
In Summary:
This is top-notch evolution. Desire, disillusionment, deception, and clarity. You are confronting how some dreams did not fulfil you (Four of Cups), how you (or others) lied about what was enough (Seven of Swords)… but you have arrived in Queen/Ace territory: discernment and truth.
You no longer buy into what the world told you would make you happy. You are carving your spiritual truth with the sword of “HELL NO” and “OH YES” in each hand. People may fear your insight — but that is because you see through them now.
You have worked so hard for your internal peace, but you are sensing there is more. Something new is calling, but it may look too unfamiliar or disappointing at first glance. You are shedding illusions—especially the ones about who you are “supposed” to be. And in their place? You are claiming your voice, vision, and spiritual sword.
Ask yourself:
What truth have I been avoiding because I know it will change everything?
✨ Your Spirit Truth: My truth does not need approval. It needs alignment.
Love Life:
The Tower
There she is. The “tear it all down and start again” card. No surprise this shows up—your love life has been a demolition site of lies, illusions, and half-built dreams toppling under their weight. But! The Tower only destroys what was unstable. This is not just chaos—it is freedom disguised as carnage.
So… who or what needed to burn?
Three of Cups
Community. Friendship. People who get you. After the collapse, you are reminded: love does not just live in romance. You are supported. Also, this might hint at a rekindling of joy and intimacy, likely not with whom you would expect. Playfulness and emotional safety are key.
Sometimes this is also “friendzone” energy… or, “yes, you can build a deep connection without ownership.”
The Star
Hope reborn. After The Tower, The Star always follows—it is a divine sequence. This is spiritual renewal, emotional vulnerability, and cosmic green lights. You can heal from this and love again. The love will have to be on your terms, with integrity and a deep commitment to peace.
There is a wish coming – try not to kill it with cynicism, okay?
Three of Pentacles
Collaboration, partnership, workable love. You are no longer interested in fantasy or intensity for its own sake—you want a partner who builds with you. Think of this as: “Show me your emotional toolbox.” It is also a reminder that love is co-created. You are not meant to do the labour alone. If a future partner shows up, this is what you will require: shared values, shared effort.
King of Swords
Phew. He is strategic, emotionally reserved, but principled. This can be a person in your life or an aspect of you: clarity, boundaries, and emotional detachment when needed. You are done with chaos. You are calling in someone (or becoming someone) who does not lead with impulse, but with intention.
He is not always warm, but he is consistent. If this is a man in your field, he may be learning to think before acting, but still struggles with the feelings part.
In Summary:
From heartbreak (or more like structural collapse) comes hope, friendship, and mature love. The Tower knocked you into clarity. The Star tells you: do not lose faith. The Three of Cups and Pentacles say: build love from joy and teamwork, not chaos and performance. And the King of Swords? That might be an ex or you, deciding that emotional regulation and intellectual honesty are your new romantic non-negotiable attributes.
Love has burned down, and from the ashes rises… you. Rebuilding begins with friendship, trust, and hope. Romance may return, but not in its old chaotic costume. You are no longer auditioning for heartbreak – you are screening applicants for co-architect of the soul-fortress. And no, you are not looking for magic. You are looking for someone who shows up with blueprints and clean hands.
Something to think about here:
How do I want love to feel—when it is real, safe, and reciprocated?
✨ Your Love Truth: Love without labour is fantasy. Love with collaboration is power.
One Last Time:
You are not here to bleed for others. You are here to pour from a full cup—not a cracked one.
You are being called to replace guilt with discernment.
The Tower may have made a mess—but your soul is laying new bricks.
With you as the forewoman, architect, and queen.
And love? Love will never again look like survival.
It will look like mutual care, truth, and joyful damn ease 🤍
