You can only behold yourself.
Out of habit you want to feel afraid, or perhaps you would like to resist it out of the same impulse, but you cannot because fear is so overwhelming.

Fear is programmed into our nervous system to keep us safe. It makes us alert to danger and prepares us to deal with it. The universal trigger for fear is the threat of harm, real or imagined. This threat can be to our physical, emotional or psychological well-being. While there are certain things that trigger fear in most of us, we can learn to become afraid of nearly anything.

Unless you are being chased by a wild animal or a mad person with a gun, most of your fears are created by you.
You can only behold yourself.

“He said, Truly I tell you that some are standing here who will not taste death before they see The Son of Man coming into His kingdom, and then He said the wolf will lay with the lamb.“

All will be redeemed and are being redeemed.
We are all the same source that we feel completely one with it – most of our fear is from feeling inferior, alone or struggling to keep up. We think that we do not deserve to be loved or to have our utmost desires – but God conquers death, it is conquered in us. Imagine you but you knowing fully you are God, and he gives you the kingdom, but you cannot have it without being Him.

If you wish to know if I wish to know I must be it, and so I wish to know God’s heart that I must be God to truly know Him I must be Him and God is a king that conquers death He is the dreamer who awakes He is forever giving and full of grace completely full, and then sit on God’s throne and know that you deserve it.

There is nothing you can do on the outside to gain these experiences there is no moral code you must uphold and there is no meditation to force this to unfold you simply believe in this gospel this redemption of death and so you set your hope upon knowing that it will all be okay – nothing in God’s world ever truly dies.

God is gold and if we must be like Him, we must go through this furnace, and you cannot escape this life by killing your garment (this flesh suit).

You will awaken from the inside this pattern from erupting and unfolding, in your own time – there is no being “saved” from the outside.
You can only behold yourself.