⋆ there is no placebo

⋆ there is no placebo

I had to let you go. But it did not happen one morning, out of the blue. It certainly did not happen altogether in just one day. It took me thousands of days…
⋆ on a plain

⋆ on a plain

Kurt Cobain taught us all we needed to know about life when we were kids - we just thought we were listening to cool music. “Please don't deceive me when I hurt you…
⋆ last flowers

⋆ last flowers

  you know as a child when you are unwanted. even when you have a roof over your head and shoes on your feet, you know you were never meant to be. there…
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Unsubstantiated fear = obsessive thought processes = increased unsubstantiated fear = increasingly obsessive thought processes = even more unsubstantiated fear = uncontrollably obsessive thought processes = psychosis. Welcome to an infinitely recursive argument.…
mis.anthropy

mis.anthropy

i had explained it (sort of like) this: a long time ago, i played the violin. i had a music teacher when i was a preteen that played several instruments but the violin…
Same Deep Water As You

Same Deep Water As You

Once upon a time, in a kingdom not so-very far away, lived a girl named Melinda. She was not tall, nor fair. She did not inherit a fortune when her father died, she…
⊹crushed mementos

⊹crushed mementos

If I had a fairy godmother, after she picked me off the newly scrubbed bathroom tiles, she would ask me why I was so sad and what is it that she could do…
⊹did.i.fall.or.was.i.pushed

⊹did.i.fall.or.was.i.pushed

Last night. Trepidation set in. I got so wrapped up in my negative emotions that I could not move. I had some sort of psychosomatic paralysis. It was scary as hell. I was…
⊹my scarlet life

⊹my scarlet life

we walked by a bunch of stores, and some of them had shinies in the window. so we stopped and giggled at the stuff, practically skipping down the pavement. I know how in…