⋆ last flowers
you know as a child when you are unwanted. even when you have a roof over your head and shoes on your feet, you know you were never meant…
Collapse
Unsubstantiated fear = obsessive thought processes = increased unsubstantiated fear = increasingly obsessive thought processes = even more unsubstantiated fear = uncontrollably obsessive thought processes = psychosis. Welcome to an…
we got machines (but the kids got jesus)
Yesterday, yeesh. Today, I started a conversation that made me feel a little better. It is beyond me why you would want to be with someone that you had no…
Johnsilver
I was not attracted to him the way it is described in films or well-read, easy to fit in smaller hands, paperbacks, that you loan from the library. I liked…
mis.anthropy
i had explained it (sort of like) this: a long time ago, i played the violin. i had a music teacher when i was a preteen that played several instruments…
Same Deep Water As You
Once upon a time, in a kingdom not so-very far away, lived a girl named Melinda. She was not tall, nor fair. She did not inherit a fortune when her…
crushed mementos
If I had a fairy godmother, after she picked me off the newly scrubbed bathroom tiles, she would ask me why I was so sad and what is it that…
did.i.fall.or.was.i.pushed
Last night. Trepidation set in. I got so wrapped up in my negative emotions that I could not move. I had some sort of psychosomatic paralysis. It was scary as…
my scarlet life
we walked by a bunch of stores, and some of them had shinies in the window. so we stopped and giggled at the stuff, practically skipping down the pavement. I…